| It's funny when I look back and see what I thought just a year back and what was going through my head and the time and all my problems.
haha.
Now I'm graduated. and done with high school forever. I'm going to college next semester and I'm really looking forward to it. I'm still with the same old man of my life and wouldnt have it any other way. Anyone else, no doubt would have been a mistake.
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| So. Much has happened in the last five days that I thought would never
happen. And I don't know HOW to react... I feel torn, and
the only thing that I'm absolutely sure of is that I do not what to go
home. I don't know for the first time how to handle this. How to
react.. I could continue down the path that I'm on now and be
miserable.. or I could try to walk a new one.. but I'm afraid of the
space in between the two.. I know that on one I'm needed.. but am I
loved? On the second.. I'm adored and appreciated and held in highest..
but the road is hard to walk.. I know I should do what I want, what
makes me happy and such. But I can't make a choice without knowning how
it'll end. I don't want to get stuck on something before I realize
another was better and then no longer have that option.. I don't want
to make a choice until I'm apsolutely sure that that is the best
possible choice. But I don't think I can make that choice until my life
continues a little bit. We shall see. I'll do it when I'm ready..
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| ha it's 2 in the morning. and today at 7. I leave -- yes leave maine and return back to brockport. It's been fun at maine yes yes. Well I need to pack. I figure I might just be home in time for dinna! yay, what fun. Well. I'll update this again.. later. Much love, Call me! |
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| I mean COME ON!!!!! I don't look fucking 21!
<<<<<< Look at that person. |
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